confusion never stops

she's beautiful..
she's kind..
she's totally upstream..
she is one
of her kind..
like an angel
in my dream..

A DREAM

posted by blushful® @ 1:31 AM 14 comments

she died
she died
oh what a sorrow
she didn't cry
i cried

She died in that darkness
Hearing her mother beats

She didn’t want to go out
In such a life full of cheats

i can imagine her growing
i can imagine her dignified

she would have her brother's sole
she would have her mother's eyes

she would be so beatiful
she would be much of pride

but..
she died
she died
she didn't cry
i cried
:'(

posted by blushful® @ 1:34 AM 5 comments

my latest drawing
tell me what do u think

WANNA FLY

posted by blushful® @ 2:14 AM 6 comments

I set to the table for supper with my parents...
there's nothing but "dead" silence...
everyone holding a conversation of his/her own in their minds...
it's the only time i can realize the sound of the air conditioning running...
and the TV sound coming in the background from the living room..the sound of some arabic movie that "then" sounds like if they talking a foreign language...
and that "spoon" music sounds like it'll never end...and for sure the sound of that little knife hurts me in the heart more than a sword can do....
one spoon is down..i raise my head..it's him..he says "al7mdilla" and leave the table..or should i say "the field"...and she starts to clean up the mess after him..like she always do..
I clean up my mess..leave..just more terrified of the word "marriage"

posted by blushful® @ 11:16 PM 2 comments

Lebannon
A message from the lebanese to the world :'(
http://www.fromisraeltolebanon.org/

posted by blushful® @ 10:33 PM 0 comments

posted by blushful® @ 5:49 PM 2 comments

A SIGH

posted by blushful® @ 6:08 PM 2 comments

Tagged by Doomy allah yehdeeha

*Time started: 11:25 pm
*Name : A7mad
*Nickname(s): blushful, elmst7i, ubo 7aya, solomi, zolomi, blue rush
*My nickname between my friends: solomi
*Single or Taken: single
*Sex: male
*Birthday: sep 12, 1983
*Siblings: 6 older brothers & sisters (4 M,2 F)
* are you the older between your siblings ? no, the youngest *_*
*Hair color: black
*Eye color: brown
*T-shirt Size: S-M
*Shoe size: 43-43.5
*Height: 180 cm
*What do you look like right now: like a plumber (blue short, white t-shirt & messy hair) :P
*Where do you live: Riyadh
*Righty or lefty: Righty
Relationships
*Who are your closest friends: 6areg, 3badi, 7emo, 3mr, and my bigger bro Fai9al
*Do you have a bf/gf?: no
* What does friendship means to you?? giving help to succeed through life, giving time to listen when I’m upset, giving advice when I’m wrong and the most important forgive when I do a fault.
Fashion Stuff
*Where is your fav place to shop ?: bossini, GAP, FILA …..
Favorites
*Colors: blue
*Numbers: 8
*Food: Italian, Chinese
*Boys name: Fai9al
*Girls name: Maha
*Subject in school: umm English and sport J
*Animal: kittens, turtles
*Drink: espresso, green tea with mint, Holsten(strawberry)
*Veggie: pepper( filfil romy)
*Fruits: peach, orange, cherry
*Fast food place: hardeez, 44, BAAK,
*Place to visit: Dubai
*Month: September
*Ice Cream: caramel
*Breakfast: liver (kabdah :/ )
*Favorite cartoon character: Beavis
*Favorite Movie character: russel crowe in “beautiful mind”
Have You Ever
*Bungee jumped: No
*Broken the law: yes
*Put your tongue on a frozen pole: No
*Loved someone so much that it made you cry? no
*Broken a bone: YES
*Played truth or dare: yes
*Been in a physical fight: yes
*Been in a police car: yes
* been in a plane: yes
*Been in a sauna: no
*Been in a hot tub: no
*Swam in the ocean: no
*Fallen asleep in school: yes
*Broken someone's heart: yes
*Cried when someone died: Yeah :’(
*knocked on wood: no
*Flashed someone: no
*Lied: alot
*Laughed so hard you fell off your chair: yeah almost to death :P
*sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yes, and at the end an Indian called by mistake :S
*Saved e-mails: yes
*Wished you were someone else: yeah
*Been rejected? mmm I think so
*Been in love?: yes
*Used someone: I don’t think so
*Been cheated on? yeah
*Done something you regret? yes
Random
*Stupidest thing you have ever done: putting a cockroach for the math. Teacher :S
*Last thing you said: t9b7een 3ala 5air
*Last thing you ate: orange and cherry
*Fav. Song: el gloob elsahya -Nawal
*Worst Thing that has happened to you this year: I always prefer to empty my recycle bin once In a while..so I don’t remmember
Have you Had:
*Chicken pox: don’t know actually :S
*Sore Throat: alot
*Cold: a lot…I’m at the end of one now
*Stitches: No
*Bloody nose: alot
Do you:
*Believe in love at first sight: yes of course
*Enjoy parks: mm yeah
*Like picnics: yes it’s nice
*Like school: depends
WHO???
*Who is the last person that called you: Mom
*Makes you laugh the most: 7emo
*Makes you smile a lot: 6areg
*You talked to last: 3badi
*You hugged?: 3mr
*You yelled at: 6alloly
*Told you they loved you: alot
Do You/Are You :
*Color your hair?: No :S
*Have piercings: besm ellah 3alay :
*Obsessive: kind of
*Compulsive: for some degree..yeah
*time finished: 12:29

i won't tag anybody..i would feel guilty if i tag any...

posted by blushful® @ 5:15 AM 2 comments

Tagged by chocoholic

1) You receive a gift. You open it and say "wow this is exactly what I need. It came in time". What is the gift?
Addidas golden soccer boots

2) Close your eyes, now open them. You are someone else. Who do you want it to be?
leonardo davinchi

3) You are setting in a coffee shop in the Champs-Elysées. there are five chairs around the table, you set on one, who sets on the other four?
1. Tareq
2. abadi
3. 7emo
4. mmm Avril lavign :P

4) They give you a chance to appear on T.V for five minutes. Everyone on the planet is watching you, and everyone will believe whatever comes out of your mouth. What will your message be?
if i could talk in the first place i'd go like "aaaa..i'm a7mad:$..u'r all humans..no difference between u..and u don't need to fight each other at all....aaaa...and ya..every girl have to give me a hug :P"

posted by blushful® @ 4:19 AM 3 comments